the life i want meaning in English

爱情对手戏

And in the life i wanted , you were still a man
而在我所期待的生活里。你始终是个男人。
This is not the life i want
难道我就要痛苦的生活一辈子吗？
Actually , in the life i wanted , you we behind bars
事实上在我期待的生活中。你应该是待在铁窗后面。
It ' s not the life i want
我不想那样生活
As long as i persist in my choice no matter what difficulties i will meet , i will win the life i want
不管面对什么样的艰难困苦，都不应该抱怨和悔恨，一定要努力坚持下来，坚持下去了，一定可以得到你想要的生活。